Fake TV!
In the last few days I have been training a sissy and a tv maid and its been great fun as you can imagine but as usual there have to be a fly in the oil in the from of a fake tv who used a fake name and then tried to contact me under this fake male name, to offer me services! As if I need them!! This timewaster run me up a bill on the phone and I told him to bog off so to speak as I do not need such a pain in the neck bothering me.
Job market!
I have managed in the last few days to find some work which is paying a reasonable return and is not a problem for me to do since it plugs a few fiscal gaps.But I could do with some full time work or something similar but that is not likely to happen.Its a case of just temp jobs all over the place and hope that someday a real job will come along.
Looking about?!
Had a couple of interviews this week,nothing to write down but to experience but worth doing all the same.What a contrast London SW16 is with SW19.One is run down and thug like and the other is totally nice and up market.Well I know if given the choice I would work in the latter area since the former is unsafe to me.
Working opps
I have two interviews this week but best of all,som voluntary work behind the stage at a festival during july.It should be fun and keep me on my toes.Hopefully it might lead to some better things along the way.Perhaps some perminate stage staff work rather then voluntary of temp work.
Alt modelling,Is it worth it?
I did some alt modeliing recently.Now before anyone thinks there is money in this then think again.Expenses,i.e. train fares and time taken is all you get out of it and some useful free photos.Now of cousrse you going to ask why do it? Well for a start there is the experience and also the chance to interact and work with a photographer.If you can take directions and follow whats ask of you then fine but if you can't then this sort of work experience is not for you.So if you have read this and want a go at this sort of thing then check websites like gumtree,crieg's etc for oppertunities in this field of work.
Slave catching!
When I chase up a slave there is very good reason why I am doing this process.For one he may have contacted me before but for some strange reason,not decide to go any further or he has made an excuse which is not passable and suggest that he is trying my nerves to see how far I will budge.Well, for the record it does not really work and it never will so there! It takes more then that to put me off having a good time punishing or teasing someone.If you think playing hard with me will work for you then think again!!After all I have to be able to make a living and eat!!
Independant film making and it no pay but fun!
I have been involved for the last few days on an independant film production for which I got no pay but was great fun to do since the guy behind it wants to try to get noticed at film festivals and that could lead to some paid work as for the moment the market is totaly dry. Nobody is hiring older guys! I just get board of this "youth" thing as it gets on my nerves! Even the guy I was working with,who was younger then me,seemed like me, to be having a hard time cuting any work.Why is it that agents want 16 to 19 year olds? And not even trained in anyway!!!
NEw devices!
Nothing happening much which means its a chance to check my tools and look at some new gear that pop into my mail box via socialkink.I get their newsletter and it seems someone has created a must have medical fetish device! A a seven pin wheel,that is seven wheels grouped together and times the number of pins! Now that's going to be "Ouch" for someone if I get my hands on it! I may try to approach them as a distributour to makes some more CASH! That a side,normal jobs are few and far between via the few festivals as bar staff,which I did recently.
door trouble
As usual I had the problem of a faulty door so called some repair people in which was a good idea,seeing as the damage left my building,the dungeon wide open to theft.That's the last thing I need at the moment and I have no intention of letting that happen! So its been fixed and its stronger then before.Now where is badboy when you need him.I have some thrashing to do! He wanted to come after the cold but has failed to answer.I will have to chase him up as its getting very much a case of him being a bit of a twit.
Nothing about!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Talk about dead job market.No extra work and nothing new in anything else which suggests that londo n is a wash out with no hope of jobs anywhere.Well,I am not giving up yet,so,I going to badger a few people who owe me a favour or two.
Strange job offer!
I get a strange offer today.A guy living chelsea wanted to make an appointment to book my service to deal with a certain matter that needed taking in hand.The only problem that made it strange was that he was too obstractive and seemed to be trying to side step me.My hunch is he was about as genuine as fly and was up to no good.Anyway I am using a long pole method to stop hime wasting my valuable time.
santa is over
Well I spent christmas doing a santa claus! Great fun and it paid well.Got most of my bills paid and had a good time outside of working for once.Might do it next year.
TroublE!
One of my main problems is when individuals contact me a do one of a number of things I hate.For one thing not posting a photo of themselves,which mean I can't get any idea of what they look like and worsed of all that means the guy etc might claim to be a 23 year old but turn out to be over 40,unfit and fat! Sorry but such a person is a health hazard in that he could die or colapse on me in a session which is something I don't want.Now the other is a false image and that leads to more trouble then its worth.I don't need that problem and then finally false id which means either a cop or a crimial upto no good.Either way,I don't need it.So can I have a little honesty as after all you are meeting a TG dominatrix.
Work again!
So over the last few days I have been sorting out my medical fetish gear and low and behold..... I found a favourite device of mine,an ureatha rod.To those who don't know what this device is,its a long sergical steel rod,this one has a corkscrew like look,which is inserted in a rather interesting place! No,not up there!!! Round the front.Anyway it gave me agood excuse to check the medic bag and clean a few things.Which reminds me,unless your a fetish virgin,MR " I call at 20 to midnight" then You must know I work by day! Being a virgin has no baring on what will happen or take place unless you have not done it before.Oh I did use that rod on a very naughty lad and lets say he past his "O",s!! It work if you can call it that and my clients are claen and bet of all no physical sex!
The workplace?
In the last few days,I have been chasing a few jobs but I getting this strange feeling that some of them are not as genuine, as they claim to be.Its when you notice on the phone that there is a stand off attitude not explain, in any way, why they will not expand on the job details that makes you wonder if they are real and if the job exists?!
work is thin
One comedy gig and thats it! What is going on out there? It seems nobody has any cash or will to do any thing about it.If this goes on as it is then I can't get anywhere!
A little help!
I need alittle help with this film,richard is a friend of mine so read on:
Actors/Extras Wanted for Feature Film
about Human Trafficking In London
In the heart of London's entertainment industry
one man dares to get inside, one woman dares to fulfill her dreams....
Looking for Eastern European and
Mediterranean Actors (18-75) for
Lead, Support & Background Roles
To be filmed in London in January 2010 (est.)
Low budget and unpaid at present. Benefits include a credit, general expenses covered,
food/drink, a copy of the film and a percentage of net profits. The film will be sent to
festivals, industry contacts and sales agents worldwide.
For more info email Richard with CV and photo:
balkansproductions@yahoo.com
Film Info website:
http://www.whatwomenwant-tv.com/balkansthemovie.html
Looking again!
Still looking for work but I did do some alt.modelling last sunday which was fun but as it goes that just about it at the moment.A very dead market and few people offering any work whatsoever.Its just stange whats going on at the moment and its all wrong.Its just not right at all!
Looking about!
Seems to be alot of bogus job agencies on the internet.Most of them claim to have the rights to jobs,when on examining they claim it turns out that they cribed it from a legal site then try to charge up front fees for legally free information.Very dishonest and not acceptable.Its a practise that should stop!
Look for new opertunities.
At the moment.I looking for new acting parts.Someone I know has contact with someone else who can get me the part of a thug,of course in male mode,in new film.If I get it then its sraight cash on the nail with no agent's fee to bug me and thus the fee is all mine.Now to cross fingers!
New chances
Right now I have an oppertunity to do my sword balancing act in August and there are some other new things comming my way but its a case of trying to get people interested in what I do and thats the hard part.Money is scase and people are cagey about paying for any form of entertainment.
Gay Pride
I spent saturday on the gay pride march which involved me making people more health aware via handing out goodies disigned to educate them about their own health and not to take risks as such.Hopefully it will not fall on deaf ears otherwise the charity and I are fighting a losing battle.The rest of the day was spent trying my hand at prize draws and checking out goods a services.Can anyone tell me why a finish gas mask cost only fifteen quid and yet a russian on is double of that price? I can't seem to work out why since they both do the same thing! Maybe its the material or something.That aside,the music was okay a the hard house bunnies were dancing away in soho square.A least they will not be deafing themselves by dancing in the sunshine,not!
Trying to find any work!
Right now I am trying to find jobs which are suitable for me and that I am capable of doing but it seems that its getting harder to find anything.So many leads are just drying up or turning out to be nothing more then what can best be discribed as "vapourware",that is totaly unreal and the product of some con artist or fake advertising his or her bogus ad on some job website.I need SOME REAL WORK!
Job chasing
Went after a a volunteer job today but it turned out to be a farce! The guy's museum was off the torist route,almost unfinable,badly signposted,poor decor and no link with what it was about.A total waste of my time.NEVER AGAIN!
~Odd jobs?
Well I found one or two odd jobs,expenses only but it improves my acting credits and shows I am not wasting my time.Conventional work still aludes me and to some extent that is very anoying but what can I do? Just keep podding along and hope for an upturn.The film I did,"The Dinner Party" might be a good turning point this year.
After a high power post!
Well, I am affter a new job to keep my income up and avoid poverty.Its in a goverment department but knowing my luck they will say I will get an attntion span problem with the job.I love acting etc but as you guess its no a regular income and I need to be able to eat etc rather then live on handouts etc.I still work on and off but I need a regular job to pay the bills.
Work is holding
Still have the gig in september but I am putting my fingers about to see if anyone has work elsewhere usable to me.Hopefuly real work and not flight by night characters up to no good.
Job?ha,ha!
I thought I got a job offer today,well it was a reject offer.The film project is still on but that depends on geting it in to the can and getting a take up via a big name in film production,say fox etc onto the big screen and with the present fisical climate,that is a big but "We may not be intereseted" situation!
A job! well kind of,ha,ha.
Well,at last a job came up and I get some small parts to play but I can't tell you about in detail as its all hush,hush and that means its in lockdown.Just don't ask me what it is about.Just to say when it comes out you will be amazed at my performance!
Weird Result
I had a guy email me today,to tell me he had filled a post but stated I owned a myspace page.Well I do have such page buts not on my resumes or docs and you can only access it via finding it as its for advertising only.Its nothing more then a signpost! Anyway I told him that I did a sword blancing act as well...Guess what? He did come back.So I will put it down to stupidity on his part.
Weird Result
I had a guy email me today,to tell me he had filled a post but stated I owned a myspace page.Well I do have such page buts not on my resumes or docs and you can only access it via finding it as its for advertising only.Its nothing more then a signpost! Anyway I told him that I did a sword blancing act as well...Guess what? He did come back.So I will put it down to stupidity on his part.
May be?
Things have been getting to quite as of present.Lack of jobs and the scene is just gone cold.I wonder what is going on as its geting very suspect.Better be on my guard! Possible work with a unusal client.
Greater things comming to life
I have to try to get some things together.At the moment a lot of things are falling into place and this is great for me.But real work aludes me.But who cares as I was always creative and smarter then the crowd and thats why I succeed at things. A film or two plus some ad hoc stuff.Its better then nothing believe you me.I get a kick out of creating oppertunities!
Possible work
I have been approached by a student film maker who is doing a film which might be able to promote me to a larger audience.No knowing what this could lead to but it would be worth it.Just have to reply to his email with the details he wants.
A new oppertunity
I may get the chance to do some reception work but not my usual haunt.Its a resturant,a meat eaters paridise so vegies will not like it one bit.I waiting for a call saying yes or no but if its a yes it would bring in a better income then at the present moment.
How to find work?
Ask me and I wish I knew the answer to that question.Work is few and far between.It seems most people do not like freak acts because of a).the risk involved and b)their insurance costs and as we all know people are tightening their purse strings at the moment and the last time I applied for a job was doing something totaly different from what I normaly do.So its a search to find anythiny sensible and above all legal.Nothing that breaks the law or is unsafe for me to do.SO?................